I had an anxiety in Graduation.
Aside from being apart from my long time friends and from the impending new chapter that is about to face…I fear that my parents will see a different side of me. A side of me that I never disclose in front of them. Though it somehow shows and translates through my actions, I think that they still haven’ fully accepted it. They know it but at the back of their mind they want me to change, to fight my differences and of course, for me to be happy and have a normal proper life. This path I am taking right now is not normal. This is improper. And it sucks because I CAN’T DO ANYTHING about it. It’s ME. It’s what I’ve BECOME. It’s an IRREVERSIBLE matter. I am still unsure and puzzled on what should I do but for now I’m just going to let time and God dictates what will happen. But seriously, looking forward to it at this point in time…it really scare the shit out of me. I hope everything will be fine as that time comes.